“Merry Xmas I Guess” is one of Makaio Huizar’s most vulnerable releases to date — a melancholic pop and bedroom pop Christmas track that captures the emotional weight of a year that felt longer than it should have. Blending soft, reverb-soaked vocals with a bittersweet winter atmosphere, the song reflects on how love, loss, and growing up can quietly collide during the holidays.
The first half of the track lingers on falling in and out of love — the tender questions, the distance between “I’ll be here / You’ll be there,” and the quiet hope that warmth might still reach someone standing in the cold. As the song unfolds, it shifts toward something deeper: grief, uncertainty, and the quiet ache that Christmas can magnify. Snow becomes a metaphor for impermanence — beautiful while it lasts, but destined to melt.
Inspired by the emotional transparency of artists like Conan Gray, Makaio leans into subtle production and intimate storytelling, creating a song that feels like a late-night confession by the glow of a Christmas tree. “Merry Xmas I Guess” reminds listeners that even in the loneliest seasons, they’re not the only ones feeling it.